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My Sanctuary

A scattered dream that's like a far off memory
A far off memory that's like a scattered dream
I want to line the pieces up...
yours and mine...

Scattered Dreams

Chain Of Memories

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6:50 AM | Friday, April 23, 2010

My first paper today. Almost like essay paper man. haha. hands tired..

Decided to went for my first ever dental appointment in ntu after my morning paper. Well, since someone told me that once i graduated, i wont be able to enjoy the dental subsidies anymore....so why not?Its been a long long time since i ever visited a dentist anyway. Perhaps from sec sch onwards? The only impression i remembered is during pri school, where the dental nurse's image is still fresh inside my mind. The gentle, heavenly angelic kind. yeah :) And i always 保留 that kind of beautiful image in my mind . . . till i drop by the ntu dental clinic. A hongkonger male doctor and two filipino look alike nurses. oh gosh. Times have changed, indeed. And a drastic one. o.o

It was supposed to be just simple cleaning and polishing of my teeth but yet it took half an hour. Or rather 15 mins lecture included, WHILE the dental tools still in my mouth. =_= Its not the pain but rather the discomfortableness that bothers me the most. And they wont let me rinse or close my mouth till the whole thing is done. :( Then the price...shocked me. $70!! Wow, and i thought its supposed to be subsidised!! And its only cleaning!!!! Ahhh!

When i told my friend abt it, he jokingly said that its FAIR enough, considering that i go for dental once every decade? take the cost divide by the number of years, and its actually cheap!! YEAH. If you really want to count it THAT way... =_=''
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

7:48 PM | Wednesday, April 21, 2010

*Random thoughts at this exam season once again...*

Of course there’s a lot of knowledge in universities:
The freshmen bring a little in;
The seniors don’t take much away,
so knowledge sort of accumulates…

And

To those of you who received honors, awards and distinctions, I say well done!
And to the C students, remember our lessons learnt during HRM,
THEY may be the ones working under you one day! :)

Or if u are lacking motivation to study...

Why not flip a coin?
HEADS! U got to sleep...
TAILS! U go play facebook...
IF it stands on the edge, u STUDY! (天意!)

And after so many years of studying...

Exams are here,
At the paper you stare.
The answer is nowhere,
Which makes u pull ur hair!
The profs make u Glare,
The grades are just not fair!
But just like the past years in school,
DO YOU really CARE??

IF you DON'T CARE, then think this way:

To be a good professional student,
Always start to study late for Exams.
Because it teaches how to manage Time
And tackle Emergencies!
OH YES!!

IF you DO CARE, well... mark these words then:

To accomplish great things.
We must not only ACT,
But also DREAM,
Not only Plan but also BELIEVE!
~Best wishes for ur exams!~ ^_^
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

9:12 AM | Saturday, April 17, 2010

finally...submitted my last web apps report. (on a sat night somemore!) Phew! FYP oral presentation over too. yes! Everything was like so rushed this week, esp fri, last weekday of sch. First time doing the project from morning all the way till evening, without eating anything. :( Imagine we start to do our slides and compile our project demo ONLY 5 mins before our demo cum presentation! Amazing we still could pull it off!! Although a lot of errors do pop out during our presentation but just as our tutor said, luckily we got fast debugging skills. haha. (Else sure got penalised.) Thanks to "boss" too, despite being such a naggy, longwinded, hot tempered person and all those hitting and poking.... BUT ... u been really a great help, even to the extent of coming to school early to teach me, thanks a lot, appreciate it!! :):):)

Back home at night, got a phone call for a last minute tuition. I was so Unwillingly cause it was raining cats and dogs outside. And the worse thing? the electricity blacked out while i was searching for my spare umbrella and ... carelessly drop the metal pointed end of my old umbrella STARIGHT at my toe. Ouch! It pierced thru a bit and hurts like hell. (just like what my sis said, i was super "lucky", cause the umbrella tip is so SMALL, and it can hit my BIG toe of all places!) Soon there is a small pool of blood under my toe and when i walk, there will be a trail of blood following me. :( And it hurts! I didnt notice how scary it was until the lights came back on. It was bright red blood and really looks horrifying, like a murder scene. Even when donating blood, the blood is deoxygenated purplish blood, not that scary. But here is ... eeks. :(

I was late for tuition. Not to mention the pain i am enduring while walking over in the heavy rain. I thought it might be something urgent, like a surprise test coming soon and need urgent revision or what, for me to rush over at night for tuition. But when i reached his home, the first sentence my tution kid says is...

"Kor kor, 快点来!"

Then he brings me to his room, then pointing at his computer screen, he said:

“我的 Garena 有问题, 不可以connect to server” (then he showed me a sad look..)

I looked at the rainy weather outside, then my bloody plastered toe, then i turned to him and ask:

"就这样?你不是有考试还是其他问题要问我?"

"有啊!有问题!就这个connection problem. why cannot connect?" (then he show me that 无奈 look again)

... =_=''

Cannot connect == no garena == no blackshot == no games == boring weekend
Thats his logic. haiz.
我可怜的脚趾啊。。。
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

5:49 AM | Monday, April 12, 2010

A little hope...to keep moving forward...
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

8:27 AM | Friday, April 9, 2010

start of stressful hell week. why must it COME at this time?! :(

Forgive me for bringing a third party in. But if i don't do so, you will totally heck care. Maybe all is still not lost. We can still possibly salvage the situation. Hopefully. As what he had said, lets pull through this together...
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

7:36 AM | Tuesday, April 6, 2010

如果自己不能实现的理想,由朋友来帮我实现,何尝不是件好事?

恭喜你, 带着我的梦想飞奔吧! :)
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

7:56 PM | Saturday, April 3, 2010

Yawnz..

Had a Frupper hop supper night with the juniors. Dunno whose idea is this but the idea is to eat supper(cum dinner) from one place to another. Basically its sort of a food hunt. We started out with the usual regular eaters gang(haha) plus yt, and jas, special guest from other centre. I had to admit that my FIRST impression of him wasn't very good, or maybe because he got that ah beng and "kuai lan" look. When i tell sh about this, she strongly defend for him, saying he's actually a much better person than he look. Oh well. (haha, from the activities we had later, i also found out he is not bad a person too la. Humourous and fun too. haha, dont judge a person by his appearance. )

Our first station was eating 板面干 at some toa payoh hawker centre, recommended by wj. Usually when we eat 板面, its usually in 汤 form, but this stall offers it in 干 form, with some dark sauce, that make it looks like black kuay teow. haha. But the taste not bad. heh. Second station we went to jalan kayu for prata and satay. Crowded, not easy to find seats. Haha, up till now, everyone was like "holding back", not eating a lot, cause they wanna leave "stomach space" for food at Chomp chomp food centre, our next and last station. lol. When we reached there, we got more company now, where cy, fel and mw join us. this is where we ordered a lot of food and its super sized drinks, and its really delicious! :)

Went over to sh's house to stay over. Feel bad, cause we went there as one big group and our vocies are not THAT soft too. Well, anyway, i dun feel like sleeping since i so full, so i suggest playing bridge. haha, never expect that this simple game of bridge can last us till 4 plus am. lol. The worse thing is that i think 我把他们也教坏了... wj, cy, and yt!! They are now addicted to it le. LOL. ) haha. this game gets even more interesting as it progressed as they mastered the game. U can see it when the bidding gets higher and higher and more fun and excitement soon follows after. haha. And Cy and i got alot of 默契 lei!! *High 5!!* :)))Left early to catch the first bus/train since i got tuition later. Never slept a wink, hmm wonder how am i going to face my tuition kid later. Along the journey, kept thinking back about the activities we just had...

好怀念的感觉。怀念那疯狂的笑声,怀念大家有趣的一面,也想念大家的陪伴。(以前有过这样的感觉,现在又回来了, 那么以后还会有吗?..?...? ) 好久没玩到这么痛快。 有种解放,放松自己的爽快滋味。:)(或许是因为最近把自己绑得太紧... :\ ) 还有诗慧三更半夜为大家煮面,然后坐在桌子旁看着大家津津有味地吃面,有种家庭温馨与温暖的画面。 (那瞬间,她似乎有妈妈的风范...)

还有啊...为么你对每个人都这么好?你也是...她也是... :\

The mood for service later has a drastic 180 degree change. Supposed to be a feedback session. Ah well. Indeed. Too much of a feedback given indeed. Hmm, a lot of unhappiness had been voiced out. Oh gosh, never know there are so many problems among the juniors. Well, actually, every batch always have this problem de. Just that this batch Dare to voice out in front of everyone. Communciation. Commitment. Actually i dont blame anyone or those involved. Personally, i think
everyone has their priorities and they have the right to choose where to place them. Its doesnt really mean that when u in rsphi, u need to place ur priorities over here over the rest BUT ... although well, its kinda expected in some way. .

The next thing is the emphasis. Lol. I always THOUGHT this mistake had already been rectified since my batch but apparently it doesnt seem so.. There is a MAJOR difference between saying "involved in the planning of an annual event" to "compulsory to hold a portfolio position in the planning of the event". The SAME old thing. haha. A lot of useful points are brought up and i quite 佩服 fel's style of thinking. The assumption of the norms. 哈哈。And her thinking was mature too, 另眼相看! heh. And sometimes the way when she comments, she wanted it to be serious but yet it turn out to be a laughing joke for us. Just like the sentence:" Pottery is for 老人 de..." LOL. Yeah lo, somehow these few occasional unintentional jokes will lossen up the tense atmosphere a bit. So it wasnt really that bad after all. heh.

Liked this black and white photo. Got that 复古 feel, as if it had turned to some kind of precious memory stored somewhere in some dusty corner. Yup. Its going to be ... soon. Last thing, thanks to cy and fel for making the thank you card too! 真有心 :)

Yawnz...yawnz...
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.