Ah Thoo...

4:38 AM | Saturday, January 31, 2009

Lately been rather troubled by what i heard from a few persons.

Imagine joining something with a objective in mind,with good will and intentions to really help them.

As days passed by, or even months , u soon realise that what u did is not what u expected.

Not only ur main objective is not fulfilled fully, it gradually became even further and further away from ur objective.

Loss of direction. Do they really need help from us???

Then u start to ask yourself: Why are you still here then???

Some people are smart. They already forsee that at the start and withdrew soon.

Some realised what happened later and chose to become inactive.

Some still inside, hoping to find a sense of purpose inside.

I guess i now understand why some of them chose to quit.

Primary and secondary objectives...Which one is more important to you?

That will become my stand.

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

7:17 PM | Tuesday, January 27, 2009

福
This year CNY is pretty much the same as last year. Went to Aunt's house to have steamboat on new year eve. And took a look at cousin newly renovated house besides it. Very nice! HE even bought a four month old dog, dunno its breed, but its black and furry. Mocha! That its name. HAha, very active, keep jumping around at people and licking. :D After jumping around for some time until its tired, then it lied flat on ground and rest for a while, before it goes around jumping again. haha. how cute~ And thats all for my CNY le...Next two days stayed at home and watch tv(its always those same old movies..cant they show something more recent?zzz...) How i wished i can join my relatives back at malaysia...should be very 热闹there...

Kinda missed the CNY times during NS time where they would invite everyone to go bai nian and played mahjong together. After everyone ORDed, this practise seems to die down too. Not only that, we meet up less often too or even lost contact. 不禁会感叹...some friendships are Time-Based. They last only for a period of time. 就像你人生某个阶段的过路人吧。。。留下的，或许就是你的挚友。。。

财
Everyone seems to be obessed with this word. Especially the adults. Even my dad and aunt. Always like to bet on 4D and toto. HAha. Sometimes i wonder why they wish to bet on it so much. Maybe there are 2 types of people. Rich and Poor. Those rich already rich, more $$$ wont make a difference to them(unless they are greedy). The poorer ones will try their luck on striking rich. However, under the "Poor" category, there are 2 groups, one group who had been poor all their life and hoping to get rich one day. The second group are those who had been rich before(at least tasted the "richness" feeling before) but are now poor due to some circumstances and now they are trying their luck to get back rich again. I think ... they are under one of these groups.

p/s: these theories are totally not scientifically proven. its just purely my own imagination(plus some facts to back me up). Haha

运
Oh no....属“牛”的人今年犯太岁。。。唉。。。“牛”类们，大家小心点。。。

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

11:27 PM | Friday, January 23, 2009

Happy Ox Year!~ My year!~

Fri-My last day at work before i enjoy the weekend and holidays. :) And my work that day turned out to be just standby...at VivoCity. :D Spent the whole afternoon just lazing and walking around vivocity. . . so tired. Vivo...gonna stuck there for a few more months... hmm .. (better save some area for exploring later on..)

Met a few coursemates later for dinner, especially Sebus who going to fly off to china for gip soon. Great to have yf and his"gf" to join us too. ;) We ate at manhattan fish restaurant at PS there... food was really nice. Liked the flaming prawns a lot. :D Due to special request, by the "couple", we watched red cliff(again, for me. =X) Can u believe it, sometimes history DO REPEAT itself. Same movie at 930pm and movie ended at 0010 hours. Great, missed the last train AGAIN. (forgot that GV had commericals before that, therefore movie started later than expected. Aww...miscalculated) And ...take the SAME night rider back home again ... reaching home at SAME time as last time too. 2am. Arghhh ...i NOT going to watch it again the third time ....

Not exactly really looking forward for the "bai nian" but more towards the long holidays that we having...A break from work. YES!

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

6:03 AM | Monday, January 19, 2009

Another week had passed... thinking that tmr need to start work again makes me sian liao...thinking that today is ONLY monday makes me even more ZZzzz.... HAha. Last weekend, cant managed to watch ponyo but watch red cliff II in the end. Not that i mind but i never watched before part I. Anyway, i read the full book before so still okay. :D Haha but i still like all the actions in the movie, suddenly makes me want to play 三国志 again! :D

Tonight went to Lot 1 to meet up with sw. But at there surprised to see gz and his gf instead. Haha, finally got a chance to see them both with my eyes. what a coincidence. :) ... She let me waited for more than 1 hour but we only chatted for less than an hour before she left. how funny. Quite some time le ever since the last time i saw her. When i saw her today...she looked more "haggard" now. Guess the recent incidents affected her a lot.(which reminds me of somebody again =x)

Sometimes i wonder not all guys are so smart ba to know whats actually going on in a gal's mind. After all, if u dont say clearly, how would we know whats happening? there are just so many possiblities. Hints! The worse thing it can be too. Each indiviudal see things differently in different viewpoints.. And to make matters worse...u keep quiet. Darn. We just guess? We just made assumptions. maybe its right, maybe its wrong. In the end, turns out that we are all total FOOLS . . . you are hurt and so am i ...

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

4:37 AM | Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Second week...

Feels kind of different, Especially when u are not in school in the new semester. think i misses some of the school stuff. lol. And some of the of the cca pple too. haha. Had been posted to PSA for a week liao...really, the things start to get repetitive.(so fast!?) The things and the job scope that i did seem every restricted. Even my IA buddy think so too. :( Now is the maintenance phase and the "tough and fruitful" part was already over....We are not "sa kang" labour leh....*mad* MAybe even in office is better, at least u can still learn the planning and the tendering and the programming etc... Now then i knew... i dun like repetitive work. :( rather prefer changes to my life. Haiz. Sooner or later i going to "rebel". Heh. ;) Before that, hope things will get better and more interesting first... o_0 (counting the number of trucks that went past each lane is NOT interesting hor.... =.= )

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

4:49 AM | Saturday, January 10, 2009

First week of the year

One week had passed. And so is my IA. counting down. 21 weeks to go. haha. Things started to change pretty fast, i got posted out to site sonner than expected. To PSA, only at the 3rd day of IA! Just as i started to bond more with the other IA students, my boss posted me out. Argh. Imagine from being in a comforty air con room office to a nosiy, dusty and harsh weather conditions of the site, thats how i am going to spend the rest of my IA days. Though i dunno whether i might get back to office or not some day... My job scope is to do maintenance and troubleshooting of the various access points devices(pple and vehicles) at the different gates. One good thing at site is its flexiblity of work. Like reporting later to work and getting off work earlier. :) But we always need to be on standby, that is they can call us back even after office works. Better Not. Fingers crossed. =X If bored, still can go vivo nearby to walk walk see see... hmm...wonder how the rest are doing now. . .

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

5:34 AM | Wednesday, January 7, 2009

think of the basics!

First lesson learnt in IA:

One day, DAd gives his son $100 to let him spent on anything that he wants. His son went to buy a toy worth $75 from a shop. However , his son only gets $5 change from the shopkeeper. Yet, Dad never blames him or scold him. WHy?

*this is not a lame question, not a Qian Bian Ti, everything that is not stated in the question never happens, like the shopowner cheated the son(NO!), everything(question and answer) are logical and clean.*

Highlight the line below to read the answer:
Because the son only gave the shopkeeper $80.

Morale of question:
We normally think there are tricks or something hidden inside the question that we tend to think complicatedly. However, we always forget to think in a simple way and apply the basics that we learnt... Same in other applications that revolve around us too...

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

6:44 AM | Monday, January 5, 2009

First day

First day of school, no, first day of IA starts for me... Its ST electronics in YCK there, which is near my JC. :) WEll, the company is a bit further than i thought. I walked there...quite a distance. Maybe i should had taken a bus. =X When i reached there, surprised to see so many NTU students allocated there. Lets see... Morning got a few long briefings. After that, the whole afternoon was very bored, practically stoning away and chit chatting in the small and messy "holding room". Well, they say tmr was the offically start of working. And my job scope is not that clear yet, but it seems that i may need to go on site if needed, which is at PSA.(which is twice the travelling time i am at now at the company). Whatever it is, i hope i can REALLY learn something from this attachment...... hope tmr will be better~ :)

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

6:15 AM |

before and after garang guni

Just the day before canvassing of garang guni, some of the farragoians all have a crazy idea of having supper at chomp chomp and play and stay overnite at junior house. All so last minute, and i actually agreed. Guess i was the even more crazy one. haha. Got yanting,weihong, cuixia(odd one out =X), jiahui, mango, wenjie there also. We ate satay(nicer than in malaysia!), famous chicken wings(yummy!), carrot cake, famous hokkien mee(nice!), rojak, and 3 big "jugs" of sugar crance juice at chomp chomp food centre. Really good food for our supper. HAha. then we went over to shihui house to play a bit of mahjong(warm up for cny) and then we played RISK! Long time never play le...it was so fun....minus the "internal polictics". Yt and wh so "evil", keep psychoing the rest to "attack" me. especially cui xia and wen jie, cause they are new to this game, and they cant see their trecherous motives! That Australia continent is "cursed" de...HAha. In the end, i am the first one to get wiped out...*poor me*. This game is super long to play...we played until abt 3 plus am and still not finished. And when its time to sleep, they got some HT stuff(heart-to-heart talk) too. Hmm, too bad, not much juicy news.....

The next day, garang guni also not that fun....casue can only collect newspapers and old clothes only. Not like last time , have electrical appliances...can "kope" some back....haiz...Somemore, got manpower shortage that day too, most of them went off for MAyday concert. 没收获。。。:(

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

5:22 AM |

New Year Day 2009---My only wish outing!

*the gift from joyce. looks like me?;)*

Still rmb how they say that since we cant celebrate together for countdown, lets meet together again on new year day instead! Haha, and so it came. The venue was at Germanine condo there for bbq. Madeline and Edelyn were also there too, who proved exceptionally "useful" cause thet helepd us a lot for the preparation of food. Luckily, with them around, we dont need to eat crabsticks and hotdogs as our staple food. :D Great variety of food there, just like the clementi chalet bbq, think because Madeline was the main "cook". The guys helped out as the "fire chefs" while the gals helped in the preparation of food. Too bad Rw isnt here and Mr she sneaked away again.. =.= The fun part was the gift exchange, haha. I gave my present to JAson , who somehow got wind of what he was going to get already. Not fun le...:( I got my gift from joycelyn, a card and a ... "rat" look alike sounvenir. They all say it looks like me leh. =X And furthermore, the juniors also made each of us, the seniors, a handmade scrapbook with photos and their wishes in it. And again, they classify us as the "mum","dad","bro","sis" and a house "pet". AND why i am the PET?! why i always the odd one out huh... -__-'' But, nevertheless, THANK YOU for the gifts!~ :)

*hmm..why are there so many "extra actions" behind us...*

*The "lovely" couple...*

*why am i always the odd one out....=.=*

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.