4:18 AM | Sunday, November 30, 2008
"cherish me and i will cherish you..."
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
6:53 PM | Thursday, November 27, 2008
<<回梦游仙-千年缘>>
终于拼命玩完成了仙剑奇侠传四，看了结局，感触良多。这个游戏的故事也很动人，也很伤感。在游戏结局里，百年之后，见到了菱纱的坟墓， 上附了“爱妻”这两个字，不禁让人想像那么“爱郎”又是谁。天河吗？旁边也有个墓， 但是没写上名字。空的吗？这时候也见到了紫英一头白发，看似修行有为。这时梦璃出现了，见到了执友的墓，不禁落泪了。树屋的门突然开了，见到了失明的天河。是真？是梦？还是幻觉？为何天河变瞎了？游戏里没所为的对与错，是这样还是那样，都是看自己如何去分析。结局里，让玩家充满了想像。。。
这是我的想法。。。在结局里，天河并没死，失明了，因该是他用了神弓的代价。我觉得旁边的墓是空的，应该是他自己想留个墓，好在他死后，可以陪在菱纱旁到永远。可是万万没想到他竟然能长生不老。为何呢？记得神龙所说的那句话？"跟阎王开个玩笑”！也许那神龙之息在天河体内，导致他长生不老吧。（他没白发咯，紫英却有！）这个玩笑也为免开得太过分了吧？只能见到自己的爱人渐渐生老病死，自己却无可奈何，为免太残忍了。:( 一定是神龙故意的!
但是仔细想想，结局不一定每次都需要完完美美的吧？现实生活中即是如此。凡事都可以从不同的角度去看待 ！就如结局里的最后一幕，梦璃与天河终于相见了。。。优如回梦游仙般。。。这。。。或许代表另一个新的开始，一个美满的千年缘？
仙剑奇侠传四 - 结局:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9P2IZCMriWI<<回梦游仙-千年缘>>
仙剑奇侠传四 主题曲
冰封的泪 如流星陨落 跌碎了谁的思念
轮回之间 前尘已湮灭 梦中模糊容颜
昆仑巅 江湖远 花谢花开花满天
叹红尘 落朱颜 天上人间
情如风 情如烟 琵琶一曲已千年
今生缘 来生缘 沧海桑田 成流年
古老的剑 斩断了宿怨 唤醒了谁的誓言
转瞬之间 隔世的爱恋 追忆往日缱绻
昆仑巅 浮生远 梦中只为你流连
笑红尘 画朱颜 浮云翩跹
情难却 情相牵 只羡鸳鸯不羡仙
今生缘 来生缘 难分难解
昆仑巅 浮生远 梦中只为你流连
笑红尘 画朱颜 浮云翩跹
情难却 情相牵 只羡鸳鸯不羡仙
今生恋 来生恋 莫让缠绵 成离别仙剑奇侠传4-回梦游仙-千年缘:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyZfHDskkDA&feature=relatedMemory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
10:13 PM | Tuesday, November 25, 2008
The Door Theory
At last~~~~ EXAMS OVER! YIPEE!~ :D
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
6:19 AM | Sunday, November 23, 2008
<<挥剑问情>>
仙剑奇侠传4 插曲细雨飘,清风摇,并且痴心伴情长;
皓雪落,黄河浊,任由他绝情心伤;
放下吧,手中剑,我情愿;
唤回了,心底情,宿命荆 为何要,孤独绕,你在世界另一边;
对我的深情,怎能用只字片语,写得尽…
写得尽,
不贪求一个缘;
又想起,你的脸,朝朝暮暮,漫漫人生路;
时时刻刻,看到你的眼眸里,柔情似水;
今生缘,来世再续,情何物,生死相许;
如有你相伴,不羡鸳鸯不羡仙……情天动,青山中,阵风瞬息万里云;
寻佳人,情难真,御剑踏破乱红尘;
翱翔那,苍穹中,心不尽; 纵横在,千年间,轮回转.
为何让,寂寞长,我在世界这一边;
对你的思念,怎能用千言万语,说的清……说的清,只奢望一次醉;
又想起,你的脸,寻寻觅觅,相逢在梦里;
时时刻刻,看到你的眼眸里,缱绻万千;
今生缘,来世再续,情何物,生死相许;
如有你相伴,不羡鸳鸯不羡仙……http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/EppwxBA3sAc/After taking the Directed Readings of Modern Chinese lyrics elective, i starts to pay more attention to the song lyrics and try to decipher their hidden meanings and the story that the song is trying to tell. Haha. Recently, i have been playing 仙剑奇侠传4 game halfway(i know, its exams...-_-) and then it played this song in the middle of a side quest i doing.
In short, It was about a woman who wish to 行走江湖(travel and roam the world) after getting married while leaving her husband behind. She was a bit "tired" of her married life and so she went away. After 4 years, she got sick of the 江湖(world), also missed her husband and thus decided to return home. ONLY to find out that her husband had passed away a few months ago due to sickness. To make matters worse, her husband had already married another 妾, (concubine) who took care of him during his last few moments. Actually its not his idea of marrying another girl but his 家婆 just wants somebody who will be there to take care of him. And thats why he married again. The woman was SAD, not because her husband had died or married another girl BUT because she was NOT there to take care of her husband while he was still alive. And so...she played this song on her 琵琶.
I especially liked this line:
如有你相伴,不羡鸳鸯不羡仙…… 很耐人寻味!!!
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
12:18 AM | Friday, November 21, 2008
Endure...!!!
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
5:54 AM | Saturday, November 15, 2008
Changes?
Today met with my new "financial advisor", Joanna. Or so called. At first, i just intend to meet her(to stop all those pestering insurance calls) and say i "NOT interested " personally to her. However, she turned out to be a nicee person,or so it seemed. I think... Those in her line always seem to have a good flair for talking .... 0_o
Well, the most irony part is that after some chatting, i found out that She is actually the sister of FR!(my jc classmate). What a small world and coincidence! Turned out that she also knew a few of my jc friends too, and from her, knew some of the updates and whats happening around my jc friends. Like how KN went to USA for work now, HM changed her job after her last MLM job...etc. However, the most astonishing news i heard was that FR was actually engaged and their wedding dinner to be held next year! Wow. Its been like ...5 years since we last seen each other(graduation) and now she getting married at the age of...23?! Sounds still a bit young to me.
It suddenly dawned on me that how everyone's life had changed ever since they stepped into the working society. *deep thinking* Will i become like that too? On a side note, joanna also obessed with numerology studies. With my birth number, she told me that i was a person who liked changes. O Well...I did a little research on my own and ....
Your Birth Day number is 5
You love change, travel and adventure. You are a bit of a rolling stone. You have enormous curiosity and yearn to see far-off places and meet exotic peoples. Your arena is the world itself, and it is just a matter of time before you are off once again on another excursion.
You are highly-adaptable and need excitement. You relate well to others and have an easy way with words. In fact, you have a talent for promotion, public relations, and, for some, writing. Your social skills are highly refined. Your ability to communicate and promote a product or event makes you a natural salesperson. You work well with others as long as there are not too many restrictions. You have trouble being bound to a desk or within an office. You can easily feel cooped up and trapped unless there is much variety and change in your life. You become bored and restless easily. You may be a little irresponsible and need to learn discipline and orderliness.
You have a quick and analytical mind. You may be over- confident and headstrong. However, you are highly creative and can usually come up with a remarkably workable solution to most problems - either your own or those of others. Source:http://www.decoz.com/DoReading_numerology_2.htm
And the silliest thing i had done today? I ACTUALLY signed up a savings plan with her....arggghhh....oh well. Speaking of CHANGES.
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
6:40 AM | Friday, November 14, 2008
blessings....
Wishing everyone:
And since some of us are Mugging hard for exams, this is for you...
Plus this too! so that the bus 179A or 179 that we took wont break down. *touch wood* =P
Well, personally, i dun mind this too....Hahaa... =D
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
7:45 PM | Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Its this time of the school semester again.. :(
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
6:32 AM | Friday, November 7, 2008
Finally!~....Official Citizenship
A few days ago, recieved an email from the High Commission of Malaysia that my Borang K is ready for collection. FINALLY!~ After 2 years of waiting and "rushing" them. But then forgot how to go there, and i keep asking around. And then it turned out to go to there, i had to take the bus that i always took on sat. Bus number 32! (to think that i keep searching here and there in the directory how to go... =.= )
At the age of 21, i got my "surprise" letter from ICA that i have to choose between my malaysian and singaporean citizenship and renounce the other. Duhz. And i thought i ALWAYS been a singaporean all along. I even served NS le! However, i am considered as a
minor citizen because my parents are still holding malaysian citizenships although i was born in singapore at that time. As such, since no one can decide for me yet(i still a baby), therefore once i reached the age of 21, i had to make my choice. Actually....its all stated there at the BACK(who would read carefully those small words at the back anyway? =.=) of my singapore citizenship cert and birth cert. At first, I thought its just a simple process but its not. I had to run in between High Commission of Malaysia and ICA VERY OFTEN to fill in and submit documents etc. To make matters worse, i have one missing critical document, the Borang W. How funny, this incident cause my parents and relatives in singapore and malaysia to PANIC. They even help me search for the missing doc in malaysia. (i stayed in malaysia during my childhood years, so there's actually a high possibilty that its there...kept by my grandma. But she passed away, so i guess nobody knows where it was.) To cut a long story short, it caused so much trouble at one time that we had to even approach the MP for help! =.= Once the adminstrative part is done, left the waiting part. That is for the Malaysia side to process my renounciation. This will take 1 year, they say. But it keep delaying...ended up it took ...2 years. Fantastic.
Well, at least its done and finished now. Today. :)
Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
1:57 AM |
to have or not to have...
To decrypt:
http://www.vincentcheung.ca/jsencryption/Key:
eman fo ym yramirp loohcs (select "no' when prompt.)
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Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
7:20 AM | Saturday, November 1, 2008
PAYM Annual Flagship Community Service Project 2008
*why must u always hide ur face...=.= *
Today went for the PAYM event, main purpose is to interact and play with the autistic students from Pathlight School. One thing i hate about this event is that i had to woke up at 5am!(damn super early, not even my army life, got woke up so early =.= ). Somemore, its raining in the morning and a GOOD weather to sleep...really had the temptation to just "pon" 'it...zzz. They need us to report there at 7am but due to rain, we waited until about 9am before the beneficiaries came. :S
Each of us is "assigned" to a "kid". Frankly speaking, i had not interacted before with autistic people and dunno what to expect from them. My impression of them is that they have problems communicating or the kind of people who just dun wish to talk. I did a little research on autuism and its much more complicated than i thought.
"Autism is a pervasive developmental disorder which affects social and communication skills and, to a greater or lesser degree, motor and language skills. It is such a broad diagnosis that it can include people with high IQ's and mental retardation - and people with autism can be chatty or silent, affectionate or cold, methodical or disorganized. .."But ...they looks like normal kids to me. Hmm.Maybe its hard just to look on the surface.
In fact, some of them are very noisy and active. Got one cheeky kid in my group, the moment he saw me, already started to give ME nicknames. ..and throughout the day, "teased" me all the way.
#$%!%#*&, 为什么我这么在意?! cause that particular nickname he gave me was the one that i had in the past. .. hurtful to me. :(( And i already tried very hard to forget it until he reminded me. Damn. Lucky he was not my "kid" in charge or else ... @%%$@#$! Well, other than that, hes very active and noisy but yet quite fun sometime. He's very pro at playing the "finger/chopstick" game! The kid i am in charge is called CY. (Noticed that there are some kids with orange tags which i found out that they are not allowed to take photographs, cause their parents do not allow. ) CY is a quiet kid but yet mingles well with his friends, especially with that cheeky kid. Of all persons! =.= He speaks incoherently sometimes, so can be quite hard to understand whats he saying. Hes very camera shy too. Haha.
There are 4 main programs for them. First one is team building. Normal team games. The other 2 are mainly art and craft stuff. The last one is the Terrarium, which i think is the most interesting of all. Basically, its a plant inside a glass container and its self sustaining. They get to learn how to make one and can bring home! So good, i wish i can too. :P During this lesson, these kids ask some very funny questions. Haha.
Instructor: " ...so you can just leave this bottle anywhere (except direct sunlight) and they still can grow well...As long there is some light present..."
Kids: "...But wont the light run out of battery?" =.=
*hiding behind his "masterpiece". shy shy...*
* A closer look at his "masterpiece"! with my help of course. Dada!*
*Can guess which one belongs to CY?"*
Well the one on the RIGHT. His teacher called it "abstract art". =.= Yeah, very abstract indeed. Haha. His teacher also told me that his siblings are all very good at ART except him. Well, who says all siblings are the same anyway? =P
*Still so camera shy....拿你没办法... =.= *Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
And since some of us are Mugging hard for exams, this is for you...
Well, personally, i dun mind this too....Hahaa... =D