9:11 PM | Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Been to a friend's mother's wake few days ago. This is the second wake i went to this year. Sadly, both of my friends are my age and it is sad that they have to bear the pain of losing their love ones now... :( My condolences to Ym and family..
"
Death leaves a heartache
No one can heal;
Love leaves a memory
No one can steal
"
Irish Tombstone Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
8:16 PM | Thursday, September 24, 2009
This song is recommended by my tuition's kid (pri 6 only... and hes already obsessed by it..... -_=) Well, realised how true the lyrics are...thinking back on the days we were into online gaming. :)(WCG- Beyond the Game)Beyond the Game lyrics(Beyond...)
(Go beyond...)
(Go beyond the game...)
Ooooooooooh, yeah! (yeah! yeah! yeah!)
You and I, we have met before
Through the magic of a moment in cyberspace
Driven by a passion to win
Playin' heart to heart, face to face
The challenge of a lifetime
Stands before us now
CHORUS:
Beyond the game
In the shadow of the golden gate
We have come to decide our fate
We're here to celebrate
Beyond the game
Beyond the game
At last the moment’s at hand
All we need is to believe we can
We'll make our stand
Beyond the game! (beyond the game!)
Beyond the game! (beyond the game!)
Beyond the game! (beyond the game!)
The World Cyber Games!
The teams are here, the spirit is right
We're connected now in a powerful way
We celebrate our diversity
Around the world with a passion to play
The planet will be watching
The message will be heard
(CHORUS)
(CHORUS) Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
6:01 AM |
yipee..finally reach into the one week long break. :) Really looking forward to it...been tired of quizzes, presentations and school stuff. Everything is like so fast paced, that in a blink of eye, its coming to the long week break. School stuff. HRM grp discussions is getting more interesting. As in, we already know how to 苦中作乐. haha, like how to admire the school "flowers" while discussing half distractedly on the benches. AT least it brought about some laughter and entertainment. cool. :) Prof Comm, another grp work module. Met weiming there, one of the ignite's participants. He was so outspoken, eh. haha. He recognised me from the start BUt i dont. :P Never mind, good to be in the same grp. hehee. At least i got someone who i knew. :)RT is still progressing fine. Only attended about half, the rest falls on either OFF days or holidays. Consider myself heng or lucky? Well, the downside is that wont be enough training, doubt can pass. Most likely proceed to phase 2 le. :\ Met yip there too. haha, At first i cant recognise him until a few days later then i remembered. He asked whether i still be joining kids world again this year end. hee. If i can make it, of course! hoho. see u there!Tuitions. Another hectic thing for me. Lately, keep bumping into one of my tutee's mother on every tuition trip. Was like walking past the blocks, when out of the blue, one big hand popped out of nowhere and grabbed my arm, while the other hand waving frantically at me, CLOSE range, just millimetres in front of my face. Frankly speaking, that really gave me a big shock. Please auntie, next time just CALL me will do. =_= Got one time, while i was looking and staring at one of the food stalls selling some snacks, same thing happens again, grabbing my hand out a sudden and ask me:"小弟，你饿了啊？" Later, during tuition, she went out and bought chicken wings for us. :D Just yesterday, THIS time i went half an hour earlier (hoping i wont bump into her again), but along the way, a voice called me. guess what? moments later, the kid, his mother and I were sitting inside KFC eating together. =_=''' (reallly '见鬼了!!!') FYP. Been delaying and nothing productive had been done. Time to buck up. And our dear yf. Seems a bit too occupied with Christal lately. (hello??buddy, our dear 'Benny' still waiting for us leh~) Sometimes when we hang out together, i feel so awkard. Well, erm. Their actions can get too "affectionate" sometimes. Haha. :PAnd also..today. finally managed to give her the gift. Well, how to say, this will be my last gift and last effort. Time to REALLY move on... :'( Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
9:30 AM | Saturday, September 19, 2009
Changed from Basic English course and drop over to Business English course for today. Cause got the resume writing workshop. might as well go and listen and see. Haha, saw ryan with the same motive too. :P First time attending Biz Eng class and recognised a few familiar HIs, especially jolene. Funny she, at first she asked me if i had recieved her copy of wedding photos,which of course no, dunno where they passed until to who le, and she seemed really persistent in letting me to see. o_0 The next question she asked was what type of gal i like, and before i could reply, she was like giving me a whole list of "candidates" from the volunteers to "choose" from. So RANDOM!! haha. Until i told her that i WILL find one myself then she give up asking. =_= (weird though, but i got a feeling she's trying to tell me something ...)
The workshop turned out to be very interactive. Or rather too interactive le. The participants are very responsive and always burning with questions to ask. Compared with Basic English class, there's really a huge difference. BUT 2 page of notes take 2 hours plus to complete. Haha. TOO interactive le, in fact. Furthermore, this workshop isnt really suited for us, but mostly for pple with work experience le. If u want resume workshop, get the one from our school. Better. Really. Suited for fresh grads. heh.
On the way home, decided to buy a few simple gifts for my tuition kids. For children's Day as well as wishing them good luck for their PSLE. Hope that one dont play too much games, one dun sleep during exams and lessons, one dont always "act" funny clown faces at me instead of focusing ...and work hard! haha. IF its only that EASY. IF. Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
9:26 AM | Monday, September 14, 2009
Aww..well, blame on my itchy fingers. HAha, wanted to experiment a bit but ended up i lost my original blog settings. Lol, managed to find a old back up though and restore it. :) Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
8:32 AM | Thursday, September 10, 2009
HRM second tut was a total mess. At first we still jokingly tease one another who will get to say the least in the end for presentation. Ended up .. : "Yours was of totally different industry...out of point... next group!" Short and sweet. We still have a small 'private' meeting with the prof after the lesson. Well, at least he didnt make things too difficult for us.. (although we still need to redo anyway)Second lesson for RT. how blur i am. Walked one super BIG round to the camp. Ended up stuck at the long queue. And i registered at the wrong counter for phase 2 somemore.. And i didnt realise it until halfway, then change training group. Really like army style, for the training excercises. 有点吃不消！oops. :\And the applications for GIP preclude is more or less out. No news is bad news. Well, only now then i realise so many pple applied from my course! haha. oh well. as usual, i and yf dun get it but friends we knew got it. kinda expected it le. :/ Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
7:46 AM | Sunday, September 6, 2009
Went for my first RT lesson this morning. A rainy morning. What a good day to sleep. Zzz. Reached camp quite early and oh man, total waste of time. Took one hour just to measure height and weight. :( And the worse thing is that i found out i actually gained on weight le...oh my, never really noticed until now. haha. Hmmm...SAF changed its usual 5 BX too! Anyway, RT ended just in time for my tuition. heng~Went for NTU hall 4 TOTs performance. Guess this is really my last public performance and doubt i will can be still as active as ever for other rsphi related activties. ACtually what glad said really makes some sense... being in final year did have its limitations and its impression on the juniors's juniors too. Morever...i would also like to "break away" too and try out something different. (Well, hope my application for dec is successful... :\) Oh oh, saw kenny and huiyi at TOTs there too. Rather impressed with them that even in final year, still so committed in organising activties or rather after leaving, still can be so active in other areas. Tmr start of HRM tut again. Argh. This time we need double layers of "bulletproof vests" and tons of "smoke grenades". Hopefully we can stilll "survive" after this 'war'... . . Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
6:41 AM | Thursday, September 3, 2009
Seriously Sick. Really. And i mean biologically sick. Haiz. Pushed away all my tuitions and project meetings. Well, hope i recover soon..cant afford to be sick at this time... :\ Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
8:50 AM | Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Seems like the 3 "kratoies" got selected into rsphi. Well, frankly speaking, i never spread any idea to them about joining rsphi in ignite cause i personally think that if they wanna join, they will still join no matter what the surrounding influences are. However, its still a surprise that they chose farrago instead of other centres. What i can say is that they are totally different personalities from the few that i recommend last year. New blood, maybe? ;)Speaking of the committee, be it the past or present, they always gave me the expression that they are living in their own world, in isolation from their other normal members. You cant deny it, the hierarchy system still exists. There are some things that they will keep within themselves and not share. Cant be helped if its that way, cause after all, the SAME will happen vice versa. Hate that, especially when u ask them something and they dont tell you. The feeling you know that they are hiding something and they dont tell. maybe its confidential, or something not convenient to say. whatever it is, the more of these type of things happen, the greater they distance themselves from the other members. (as if i really care, but just a channel to vent it out after so longggg!)
Either way, there are always a certain degree of unhappiness between the comm and other normal members. This is unavoidable, even i felt this way before. But if no one says or do anything, nothing will improve. Or best to pretend nothing had happen and life continues as usual? Can . . but the situation will NEVER get any better. Someone just has to take the evil first step. Maybe what u said was right, some things are REALLY beyond our control. Even if thats the case but dun tell me u's' just sit there and do nothing and ignore? Sorry for leaking some info out but i believe they ought to know, and i hope they can do something to salvage the situation. It may be hard but i hope at least they tried. (Not ONLY she though.) This isnt the ending i wish to see . . .And my motivation factor is getting less and less appealing. Just like after last weeks's service, i was sitting there dazed inside the classroom, while seeing one person leaving after another. What was i actually waiting for??? haha, what an irony.
I think i stayed long enough and maybe its time to start planning for myself le. Wanted to travel overseas. Still remember i and YF "jio" a few others to go together for overseas GIP attachment last sem. In the end, what happened? All get selected except the two of us. HOW pathetic. =( THIS time, we applied again for this winter immersion programme. (without asking the rest, humphs!) Chances of getting in are still very slim, but we still pin our hopes on it. Take it as a dream, perhaps? And if i really cant get in, i may have to join christmas ss again. Cant seem to break out of this vicious cycle, Can I? *** 苦笑**** Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.
